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August 16th, 2005 by epoyz

          didn’t have the inclination to talk about stuff lately. and i seem to have lost the strength to even complain. have been lethargic the past few weeks, my gloomy disposition seemed to coincide with the incessant rain. even my peripheral vision seemed to have shrunk, or at least i believe that the darkness within and around me seemed to have cut into it a little bit.  now my view is of a constant focused recording in 4:3 aspect ratio of what  life would be if i fail to find what made it good for me again. but i know the rain will stop, the basketball courts will be dry again and precious rays of sunshine will lift my mood. time will pass, seasons will change and things will work out. everything is temporary, even loneliness. surviving  one day at a time seems promising enough. build your strength and see what happens. put in the work and things might take care of themselves. if they don’t, well…

          it’s not faith if it’s guaranteed.

          lately i’ve been singing this in my head:

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

    - Green Day

          someone said that a journey of a thousand leagues begins with the first few steps. i took this to heart when i began my own journey, but he never said how lonely it would be.

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